Assalamualaikum..
I believe Allah has a better plan for every one of us. That is because He knows what the best for His slave. Kita sebagai hambanya tak boleh terus mengalah dan putus asa. What we need to do is keep trying, praying, and tawakkal because
Allah burdens not a person beyond his scope. He gets reward for that (good) which he has earned, and he is punished for that (evil) which he has earned. "Our Lord! Punish us not if we forget or fall into error, our Lord! Lay not on us a burden like that which You did lay on those before us (Jews and Christians); our Lord! Put not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Pardon us and grant us Forgiveness. Have mercy on us. You are our Maula (Patron, Suppor-ter and Protector, etc.) and give us victory over the disbelieving people." -surah Al-Baqarah 286
Allah tak akan membebani hambaNya di luar kemampuannya. Berusahalah untuk mengatasi. Sesungguhnya Allah maha pengasih lagi penyayang.
Sedih?
yes..of course..but I know Allah knows the best for me..for us..i just need not to give up. We can't give up..
Oh Allah! why I am so emotional right now..la tahzan farah..la tahzan..
p.s teringat kata2 seseorang, bagi ada jugak sorang sebelum masuk tahun kelima.. bagi ada sorg??kalau kuasa di tangan sy..bukan sorg..sepuluh sy boleh bg..tapi ini bukan kerja saya..bukan kerja suami sy..ini kerja Allah.. tapi kata2 tak terluah sebab menghormati seseorang yang wajar sy hormati. maka sy mengambil tindakan mendiamkan diri dan terus tersenyum..
shut the system down!